"EYE OF THE
BEHOLDER" - conclusion
Finally Maxine slowed the
pace. And not a moment too soon. We had all been
pushing our limits to show off for Mr. Sunshine.
Ending the class with a bit of yoga gave Max the
perfect opportunity to help him with the proper
positions. Her eyes glazed over in a way I'd
never seen before, but I recognized it. This guy
could be her wish come true. He was secure,
athletic, outgoing and he certainly had enough
leisure time from the looks of his muscles and
suntan. He was probably rich. Maybe he owned a
boat, maybe even a yacht. After all, this was
Malibu.
Maxine needed no
encouragement and Dreamboat was taking it all in.
It was hard to tell what his feelings were. He
didn't really respond, but he was quite
receptive. So Maxine probed a bit. First she
asked him where he lived. He said that he wasn't
from around here. he was just passing through --
first up to San Francisco, then on to Calgary,
Canada. Max insisted on showing him some
exercises to do when he got out of the car at
rest stops. He told her that it wouldn't be
necessary because he wasn't driving. She assumed
he was flying and elaborated that plane seats
were just as bad. When he said he wasn't flying
either, Lonni guessed that he was taking the
train. He smiled at her and shook his head slowly
from side to side
Nobody moved. Only Maxine
had the nerve to ask how he was going to get to
San Francisco and Calgary. he pointed to his feet
and demonstrated thumbing a ride. Reality washed
over us in waves. Maxine was slow to relinquish
the illusion. "Where did you say you
lived?" she dared to ask. He replied,
"Here and there" with wide-eyed
innocence. Frustrated by his answer and not
wanting to give up she tried again. "But
where's your home base?" With a far away
look in his eye, our tall, dark, handsome
stranger pointed at his stomach.
Our initial attraction
instantly became aversion. He was to blame for
not meeting our expectation. But we tried to keep
our reactions to ourselves. After all, we were
the ones who painted the false portrait of him.
Nothing more was said. And
when the class ended everyone hurried out
ignoring him. He didn't notice at first. He was
busy getting a shirt out of his backpack on the
front steps. A stained sleeping bag lay rolled up
and tied with rope, propped against the railing.
I glanced at it and heard him ask Lonni if there
was any place he could take a shower. She shook
her head from side to side and shrugged her
shoulders. You'd think he spoke a foreign
language. The she ran for the security of her
car.
One by one cars backed out
of parking spaces as quickly as possible. When my
truck exited the gate I turned to see our phantom
hero standing bewildered and alone on the stone
steps. He didn't understand what had happened. I
don't think we really understood either. That's
the way prejudice works.
Carol Hatfield
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